but i guess it's just a place for me to vent.

i don't feel like capitalizing any letters.

moving on, i'm really tired, and for the first time in weeks, maybe i'll actually get sleep. work is hectic. long days. there's no time to see my lover at home. i feel so distant from him sometimes.

he cares more about his video game than me. i miss the old guy i loved.

i still love him though, and i want things to work.

i guess these things just take time, right?

i feel better from this tiny vent. oh, and we saw the marital counselor today. let's hope things start looking up.

goodnight.